Gods, it has been a long time since I wrote a proper one of these. So an update on things is in order.
Firstly, i honestly havent been in the best of places lately, emotionally I have been hitting low points, depression, too much stress, and a lot of anger at things, I know i have taken this out on a couple people i love, its not a good thing, its not their fault, I shouldn't do it and its resulted in me saying things I never mean. Hurtful things. I do love them though.
I snapped at home today, I have never been that angry before, to the point where I have had to leave the house, if I hadn't left I'd have really lost my temper and started t